Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Doesn't matter

"It doesn't matter,"uttered by eddie,
when he was rejected by her...
But in his heart he knew that it did matter...
ANd he knew that Girls like bankers or shareholders,
Only make their investment on those guys who have better future,
but not on eddie who is in downtime...

The only thing that concerned eddie was her...

Monday, October 26, 2009

CAnt Help tHem...

A has financial problem...
He still need 8 more persons for his bus...
If can't reach the amount,
He need to cover the pay himself...
WAnt to help ,
But how???

B will join debate competition soon...
She is so worried...
Coz she does not have any experience...
And boycotted by her teammate..
I wish I Could help her...

C hates one of her classmate...
No matter what I said,
She wont listen...
Maybe is her classmate's fault...
I cant do anything ...


D did not get any post in all Mesyuarat Agung...
But most of her friends got it...
In her opinion,all the advisor teachers
have chosen the commitee member themselves ad..
No election was conducted..
Felt sad for her...
Good Luck for you.next year...

Friday, October 23, 2009

NightMare??SweetDream?? 2

DreaM 4th Night:
Hari Kantin in Sch,
SAw Shing Jeit sell Waffer CAke...(SHocked)
SAw Hao Jie sell Souvenirs...( also Shocked)
Saw Chan sell Nasi lemak...

Song Yew,Kim Ming and eddie were asked
to clean and washed the corridors...
DAmn pity...

Not Enough Caring...

I think I din love you enough...
Never forget myself,
Never concentrate and pay attention on you,
Thus,I lose everything...

I think I din love you enough...
Did not care ur caring..
Cant redo anything...
Juz listen to God...depend on fate..

I lose you whom I din give enough love...
My fault...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Here without You

Every Night in my dream..
I see you...
I feel you...
There is no kindness in your eye.
The way You look at me ,
it is juz not right...
You are not the person that I once knew...
You have turned over a new cruel leaf...
The coldest blood runs through ur vein..

15 days have make me older,
since the last time that I receive your pretty message...

Now it is far too late,
She is gone away...
Juz a flash of light...
Juz with a spin of wheel...

The weight of things between us that remain unspoken,
built up so much and it crushes me everyday..

Im here without you..
Arm myself everynite..
But Yoy are still on my lonely mind...
But you are still with me in my dream...
It is Hard,
But it wont take away my love...




NightMare??SweetDream??

Juz A Dream
Dream for 1st Nite:
Ex came to visit me in my L63 classroom...
She lost her keychain and ask whether i saw it or not??
I was surprised ...
Coz in real life, she was back to her college ad...

Dream for 2nd Nite:
A girl whom I like came to visit me...
She juz broke off with her bf...
It is my golden opportunity to get into her...
She also fetch me to penang and shopping...
Unbelievable...
Coz in real life,she still dun have driving license!!

Dream for 3rd Nite:
I got 1st in whole form...
Juz did the undidable...
Unbelievable Again...
Coz in real life,I would score very low mark for PA n Muet...

Dream for 4th Nite:
To be continue.....

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Withdraw from competitive love match

As Someone addressed that,
Having sex is same as making an investment...
When you make a withdrawal,
You will lose interest...

However,
Love,

does come in opposite way....
WHen you lose interest,
you will make a withdrawal....

Dramatical reduction in the no of sms replied shows that
she is no more interested with me...
Significant slump in the words replied indicates that
I am no longer the one who occupy the space inside her heart.

Main reason - Im ugly...
Major problem - Im poor...
Minor Problem - She is not free...
Other problem - She has too many fans...

When I know she already has a boy friend,
the sadness rises steeply in my fragile heart from second to second...
When I know she is no longer single and available,
a substantial number of ants biting my heart...

Heart beats more rapidly than usual...

Blood are pumped with higher pressure...
Respiration happens more frequently...
Tears are gradually rolling down from the eyes...


I really do not want to give up in this
"I QUIT MATCH"
WHo will simply surrender for the stuff he really look for???

But words from buddhist,
"If I do not enter the hell,who else will enter?"
It is fate...
It is destiny...
Im the chosen One...
to raise the white flag....


Pisces...
Is it still called as pisces if juz leave only one fish alone???


Mentally Newly-Dressed Eddie

Eddie has decided to discard his siege mentality...

Noticeably,she seldom reply his mesg using excuses such as "Hvnt reload"
There is no point for him to continue waiting for her...
Maybe He is the not the one who really understand the pulse of her...

He should not let this heart-broken case descends into a deeper crisis...
And let his love life at stake...

In this critical moment,
He should free his mind and attitude from the narrow thought...
Stop waiting is the best approach...
Reviving his old custom and involving in more social activities
As a journey towards building a new EDDIE...

He must equip himself with critical thinking
ANd to remain clear in the face of the present crisis...
He ought to understand that
her presence will affect his moment of torque
and cause imbalance in his life...
No more locks and gates around his mental...
No more restriction...


SOme fRiends have addressed something to him,
"there are still a lot of Girls in this world..."
"Do not give up the whole forest juz because of a single tree..."
In other word,
SHe is not the only Girl in this world...

All those Girl-chasing programmes
will begin...
will be stepped up...
will be reactivated...

Good Luck,eddie G...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

A hole inside my heart "."

There is a Hole inside my heart..
I wonder how??
I wonder why??
Juz can't 4get
the day we had,
the mesg we sent to each other..

Reaching for a Love that seems so FAR.
but it is really far...
Need 4-5 hours to reach if drive 110km/h...
After pass through IOI Mall ,
turn left or right??

LAst time
Hope can meet you....
Now,
Duno still wan to meet you or not...
Maybe you too,
dunwan to meet me....

You're all Im thinking of..

As I thought,
Sudden Death only happens in Karate Competition...
However,it does happens in normal life..
including love matter...

8th October...
I was sick.
Not only physically,But mentally too...
At 7.27am,
A thunder hit my heart...
A Storm carry away my mood...
I cant find anyone to share my broken dream and cracking heart..
Never cry,juz some tears dropped from my eye..

That person never know my feeling...
nobody know my feeling...

Now,I know it is too late ...
iS TOo late...

No mood to study la...
God,Pls help me...
I wan my mood back...


Friday, October 2, 2009

eDDie Guerrero


Words From Eddie Guerrero:
I'm addicted...
I Lie I Cheat I steal...


Words From Batista:
Beat the man ,
To be the man...

Words From John Cena:
You want some,
Come and get some...
The Champ is HERE...


Words From Chris Benoit:

Eddie Guerrero vs Brock Lesnar No Way Out 2004

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wwku-JeXzTc

Eddie won the WWE champion...
Amazing performance by the challenger,eddie guerrero...
eDDIe did the undidable..

With Head scissors..
Figure 4,
STF,
Countered by eddie with DDT,
End with Frogsplash...

MUST watch...
Listen to the crowd..
everyone shout for eddie...
Memorable event for Eddie...

ViVa LA Raza